depression · obsessive compulsive disorder · ocd · ramble · rats · reflecting · self harm · twenties

Things i’m most afraid of

All of my life i’ve been afraid of something. Mostly irrational fears, like being scared of the dark until i was around 19 and still feeling claustrophobic about it even now. When i was between 10 and 12 my cousin played an online video game that i believe was in a room escape style while… Continue reading Things i’m most afraid of

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Self harm scars and meeting parents

Meeting a spouse’s parents always feels like quite an important occasion to me. My relationships with them in the past have been….random. When i lived with Lauren in 2012, her Mum and myself got on great. That disintegrated after several months (most likely due to my chronic depression, lack of employment and the fact that… Continue reading Self harm scars and meeting parents