depression · obsessive compulsive disorder · ocd · ramble · rats · reflecting · self harm · twenties

Things i’m most afraid of

All of my life i’ve been afraid of something. Mostly irrational fears, like being scared of the dark until i was around 19 and still feeling claustrophobic about it even now. When i was between 10 and 12 my cousin played an online video game that i believe was in a room escape style while… Continue reading Things i’m most afraid of

obsessive compulsive disorder · ocd · ramble · reflection · Uncategorized

OCD and me (part 2)

Today two of my Facebook friends shared a quiz called “How sensitive is your OCD radar”. One of them is a close family member and the other one laughed about how they had gotten 100%. I’ve certainly made it no secret that I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder since finding out 6 years ago, and I… Continue reading OCD and me (part 2)

depression · ocd · ramble · reflecting · reflection · teen depression · teenage · twenties · Uncategorized

My depression is “over” – now what?

“Slow down you crazy child, you’re so ambitious for a juvenile. But then if you’re so smart tell me why are you still so afraid?” It’s a hard thing to explain sometimes. Some can attribute their emotions to certain events. Some to medical or biological situations. Some accuse the world of being the trigger. I’m… Continue reading My depression is “over” – now what?